Tomorrow

James broke up with me 10 months ago. I’m over him. I’m really really over him. But I still can’t stand to be around him. No longer because seeing him with her invokes any kind of jealousy…. More because of my general disdain for him and other manipulative bastards such as himself. My unequal loathing for a boy so lost in his own self pity that he cannot see how much he can harm others.

Tomorrow, Today, I will see him. I will go to this party and I will deal with the awkwardness through my friends.

Everything will be ok if Will and I don’t fight.

Avalon can help me through it. She always does. Her humor and complete and utter understanding of me and my feelings makes me feel invincible when she’s with me.

Drew knows what to do. He’s more like a big brother than anything else lately. He cares more about me than I know, more than I care to figure out.

My god, my great spaghetti monster in the sky, I am scared.