November 2011
1 post
Don’t cut before you shave. My entire bathroom smells like blood now.
I’m shaking and I wish he would just talk to me. I don’t see why he can’t grasp the concept that this is just High School….
September 2011
1 post
2 tags
Stuck between two boys. One of them… well, he’s a boy in a band. A bass player. Oh god, a bass player… But he has problems. Things never end well with this guy. He’s known for messing around with girls. But he’s so sweet to me. He told me I’m downright the prettiest girl he’s ever seen, and that he’s had a giant crush on me for 2 years. And at the...
August 2011
1 post
June 2011
5 posts
I’m so sick of the temptation to get to the blade. So damn sick of craving something sharp to press against my skin. I love to draw my own blood. I love the way that it drips down the shower drain. But it’s the same way I loved James.
Dangerous.
“Run run run
As fast as you can
You know me.
Can you guess who I am?”
Stress
I can feel it in every fiber of my being. I feel far to stressed for this world, too stretched out. I feel like I could break any second now, as if what I say and what I do no longer matters, only what I think, I don’t want to be this girl anymore. I don’t want to be the one that people rely on to remove their own stress. Because all that stress goes somewhere, it goes somewhere and...
“Life’s not a song. Life isn’t bliss. Life is just this. It’s living. You’ll get...”
– Spike (Buffy the Vampire Slayer- Once More With Feeling)
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Tomorrow
James broke up with me 10 months ago. I’m over him. I’m really really over him. But I still can’t stand to be around him. No longer because seeing him with her invokes any kind of jealousy…. More because of my general disdain for him and other manipulative bastards such as himself. My unequal loathing for a boy so lost in his own self pity that he cannot see how much he can...
